CryStaL's BloggiE..

haih..my life bcome dull again..or mayb its worse than wat u guys thought..some ppl just love to go home bcos they can do their own stuffs..havin a happy family..love from parents??wat is tat??sigh..it had bcome a stranger to me!i duno wat is love from parents anymore..i just wan a peaceful life..i tink if my hs is silent, then tat is LOVE!!pls keep my hs silent..i dun1 some ppl to speak out..their speaking is not the ordinary speaking..it full of hurts, bad words, and unacceptable so called theory/concept..

no one able to change his theory/concept..he is right and tat's it..u muz listen..if he say jump from the window, then u just have to jump..no chance of saying a word NO! it doesnt exists in his life..as time passes, he had bcome more ego and guess wat??he very kiasu!!just like a singaporean..wat u can talk to him is jus praising him..dun eva say a bit/little/tiny things bout his bad stuff..he nv done anythin wrong, and even he is wrong, he wil say he is right!wow!! salute!!!

okay, last paragraph is the solution..haha..let me tink of few ways to settle tis.. 1st, ofcos as every1 said, i jus nit to b patient and resist and take all these..i'l b hapi back wen i shift back to sbg hs..haha..2nd way, ofcos not advisable, leave the hs..and there is no return..(hmm, tis is the way tat he alwiz suggested to me..)too bad, my mom said no1 can support me esp in financial terms if i leave the hs..she told me tat y didnt i get a bf tat actly can afford to take care me..just get marry la..lol..lame joke but true..okay, tis 2 ways?stay or leave..

deciding...(ofcos stay wil be the better choice)..so, resist til i can..god bless me!